"Dreams"

Hold fast to dreams/ For if dreams die/ Life is a broken-winged bird/ That cannot fly.// Hold fast to dreams/ For when dreams go/ Life is a barren field/ Frozen with snow. Langston Hughes

Wednesday, May 07, 2003

ok ok ok....i am here again...

i have accomplished nothing today except i vacuumed the rooms at home and checked my mailbox and finished reading a novel by a Korean author (mm...it is translated into Chinese). i should be doing something, such as go to the ponds and take some pretty pictures with my new digital camera that i got yesterday (it is my birthday gift from mom), but i can't really go outside, because i don't have the key to the door.... sigh... i can't lock the door, or else i would be locked out, and i don't know when yee's coming back. i suppose i can just sit here and wait until he's back and then go and take pictures...

i finished reading around the world in 80 days last night. interesting story...nothing really much in it other than i get the feeling that i've been to somewhere in the past few days. i am "grounded" since i don't have a car to go anywhere...not even go to the pond across the street (no key)... blah.

i wonder what people are doing at the chapter camp... probably learning something meaningful and useful...

i should've called my guidance in high school this morning, but was too lazy to call him up and ask him what his schedule on friday is like. must visit him, mr. reiss, mr. lobreglio, mrs. petersen, mrs. simonson, ms. athens, oh and mrs. blatt (the mother goose...hehe). i think i will see mrs. blatt tomorrow during the activity award ceremony which yee will be going to. i am going to be his cheerleader...hehe. that should be fun. i wonder what mrs. blatt will do when she sees me.... muwahahahaha... can't believe that she gave me a trophy last year...

last night, i dreamed that i went to a hospital and got SARS....haha...strange... i think mom's nervousness is rubbing off on me... =/. is it that big of a deal? i still wanna go to chinatown and eat this summer...hmm...which probably won't happen because mom is going to say "no" for sure. hopefully i'll still be able to go to the city and go to the metropolitan museum, central park, the museum of natural history, etc. and...broadway shows! (even though i don't know what i would watch) some symphonic concerts would be even better! dad always wants to go with me to a concert but we never really get to go because he always give us short notice of his arrival to new york... never really get to get tickets early enough... it would be so cool to dress up and go to a concert and enjoy the great music.

anyways...i am done with blogging......maybe i should find a big old bed sheet and start to move my furniture (hey...i know it is furniture, not furnitures--blink blink) around in my room and start painting away my energy...

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