CSC is gonna have a splendid year this time... we are all excited about the upcoming events...hehe. for those of you who are in the State, pleace come and join us for fun... (lol, what kind of advertisement is this! this sounds so bad) oh yeah...we are going to COOK for you, so COME!!!

labor days weekend...chicago... sigh. i am such a self-contradictive person who can never make up my mind. i should be firm and tough and try not to be swayed by "temptations", such as having fun... i should really stay in school and study like last year, which i really got a lot of stuff done. so should i go? i need to pack...packing orgo and physiology doesn't sound too fun to me, but i will feel SO horrible if i don't bring something with me to read... i need to keep myself busy. need to call ra one day and ask her how she studied for physiology... it's going to be hard to have fun while having so much stuff in my mind... this is going to be a challenge. i want to call dad...but he's sleeping right now (12 hrs difference)... that reminds me of the female "oedipus complex" that we talked about in abnormal psychology today... i kinda want to discuss those ego, id, and superego topics with him now that i know more... psychology is interesting, but he warned me not to get too wrapped up in it... hehe. i suppose he's scared that i would want to go into psychology rather than medicine, but anyways... i really haven't talked to him all that much this summer...except when we were in san francisco. i wonder if he's doing ok.

so chicago...yeah...i am going to chicago today for the first time... packing...yes...packing...