What does BDI score of 15 tell me?

I sometimes wish that I scored myself during the summer, so I can get an idea of what my baseline is... I wonder if I am always like this or if this is a measurable indication of my current depressive state... don't worry... i haven't really thought about killing myself yet. that's never really considered acceptable by me.

Chinese Moon Festival is happening in TWO days... I wonder what my parents are going to do in Taiwan... I remember how we used to have a nice dinner or spend the evening with family friends to enjoy the moon cakes and tea. It makes me want to go home...

sigh...

i should go back to study......and put the thoughts behind my mind... It's so hard for me to get motivated lately...