i don't know why i would bother to go back to the dentist today if not only for the minor swollen back right side gum where my right bottom wisdom teeth was pulled out. now there is another stictch insdie my mouth and i can't open it again. it's so scarred now. i always have problem with the things inside my mouth, especially my teeth... i hate teeth... why do i have to have teeth? do you ever get panic attacks by examining your teeth and finding dark spots on the surface of your teeth? i do... i guess that's the result of my bad childhood memory... just the mere thought of it give me goosepumps.

then, went to the doctor to check my ears because they pop from time to time just like what you would feel when you are on an airplane. not fun at all. glad it is not an infection...just some left over fluid from my cold. i actually liked that doctor who checked my ears... he was so confident, and you can feel it from the minute he walks into the room. his voice and his gestures also show confidence. i wonder if i'll show the same thing when i become a doctor.

mm...joined this friendster thinging...interesting, but time consuming.

i should go out and look at the moon & mars now.