I feel like so many things are happening at the same time...

there is currently a competition between charlie and me...muwahahaha... we are (well, i am) wondering how many hours we would study in a week and whether i would be able to beat him. My competitiveness is awakening, finally! it is kinda stupid that we are doing this meaningless competition, but then...it has more benefits than harm, since we do have to study for our exams and learn the materials from class. speaking of studying...i do want to obtain a large whiteboard in the future so that i can just stay in my room and study. I am starting to like getting messages asking if i want to go to the library and study...

ah yeah...hmm...i think i have found a good friend to talk about anything and not being afraid to act stupidly. =). It feels great. Why didn't I listen to what dad told me, i don't know...but it is definitely a plus to have a close friend to share ideas and thoughts with. It finally feels like some of my emotions have somewhere to drain to... it feels wonderful.

i don't really have anything profound to say...

i wish i can go home...just want the semester to be over so i can go home and be relaxed and be a bum for a while. although sometimes i am tired of school...i do have to agree that being a student is still the best "job"...coz you can have 3 weeks of winter break! i am really looking forward to it... really looking forward to see mom and yee...and perhaps dad! he said that he might come in winter so that he would be able to see me and mom and yee. =). i am excited. i hope that i'll get to see him...