went to seoul train last night... the decoration looked nice...i liked the way they set it up. there isn't that much to say to the dance itself, because I was only on there for less than 5 min. my pink high lighter died... :-/. i wasn't really in the mood to dance because i wasn't tired enough. I get a little "intoxicated" and "hyper" when i am really tired but not tired enough to crash yet. I took a nap before I went...so I was pretty awake and energized after the nap. plus... club dance is just something i don't value that high anymore...please don't take this personally, but it is just not something i like doing. i dislike the feeling of being bumped into...i need space... i think i would like ball room dancing over the club dancing, because i like doing the twirls and circlings...

i felt very tall in there coz my shoes are REALLY HIGH... i could almost see over charlie's head when he came and dropped me off at McDonel... muwahahaha. I like feeling tall...sometimes. hehe. you get a new perspective of the surrounding around you.

yee says that it is bad to get too dependent on someone...i think he's right... i need to be less dependent from some people, so that when separation comes, it won't feel so bad. but, it is so hard... especially when you feel so comfortable around them and they make you happy and laugh... i mean...it is such a wonderful feeling to have some friends who can just make you laugh all the time...friends who can talk about anything and who are not afraid to talk about anything...friends who can share some common grounds, common ideals, common thoughts... of course, nobody thinks the same way... but you build a stronger relationship on those common things...and as you hang out more, you can share more memory with them... it brings smile to my face when i think about the things me and my friends do... lol. some of them can be really stupid things....hehe... sometimes, it just makes me happy to see a friend...just by seeing him or her makes me feel happy, because i know that he/she is there for me when i need him/her. it's a pure content to know that the friend is there for you despite the weather condition, despite the distance, despite all circumstances... coz that person really cares...

i love my friends...