me and dad are going to talk about my secrets tonight after mom and yee go to bed...

ever since he's here this time, he's been telling me that i am really growing up like a grown-up now. he says it with this sentimental look in his eyes. it is kinda funny. i want to tell him, "hey, i am not getting married off yet! don't say that so soon." or in another word, "i am not ready to grow up yet." I want to remain as "daddy's little girl" for the rest of my life. this is such a girlish thing to say out loud, but...oh well.

yee's been going through this "self-identity" issue now. everyone goes through it as he/she grow up, i think. people try to find out who they are and why they are the way the are now all the time, except maybe it is more intense as a teenager. mine was kinda early...like 13-15... i don't know about other girls though.

dad was telling me that i shouldn't always think people who are a couple years older than me are more mature... in fact, he was telling me that they could have the same maturity level as me. i guess i have to agree after seeing my cousin's example (it is hopeless).

anyways...there are other things to worry about. gotta go.