sometimes i feel that i should be a little more reserved, a little more serious, a little more causious when i do things. i am almost 21 now. i feel that i should be more responsible of my actions. i don't know if others feel the same way, but as the big day is approaching in a extremely fast pace, i feel less and less sure of myself.

sigh. i shouldn't even be blogging right now... i am too distracted by the world around me... i can no longer resist temptations... pei. you have to be strong... you still have a chance. don't give up on yourself yet. study hard... you have studied so hard for the past few years, you can do it for another few weeks and few months and few years...

bye...