painful coughs... ARGHHHHH. when i have one of those voilent cough, i have this gag reflex that makes me really want to throw up. tears would be in my eyes due to the coughs...

my voice is all hoarse and my throat is starting to hurt.

ARGH... stupid flu... I HATE YOU... DIE stupid flu....

on a side note, i remember the korean soap opera that i watched w/ shine over winter break... i can totally understand what that girl was going through now. it's a tough situation to be in. if you had watched it, you would know what i mean. sigh... :-/. i know i will get over it soon, knowing myself... i don't let myself stay and wander in that little circular path of self-pitying for too long.

the sun will rise again.

and i can't go to the hospice house today..... too sick to go.

i want to go to ccf today...but...i don't want to get people sick there...esp. since they will be in the little IV house with me for a few hours and getting my germs... maybe i should stay closer to the door when i go there...? or...just stay home and rest?