life is going by too fast, too fast for me to grasp. just a blink of an eye, the semester is coming to an end, and i was so ignorant to think it was going to last forever. during this entire semester, i found myself constantly wrapped around by and stopped by the errands in life: med school applications, personal essays, papers, classes, lab, homework, traveling for interview(s), etc. barely any time to spend quality time with friends, and things that i used to love become chores, i.e. volunteering. I feel like I am too caught up in the transient things and in the present. I am looking back and trying to figure out what went wrong... I feel like I need some sort of emotional stimulation that would wake me up from the dormant state.

anyhow...time for class!