mm...dunno what to write. thoughts are all jumbled together... school- unknown, work- fun and frustrating, family- unsure, relationship- good but could be better, so still a lot to be learned...

i don't know what i should be feeling right now... my mood fluctuates greatly in a day, sometimes i wish i can just stop feeling anything for a while...and just go back to the studying mode where nothing can disturb me. i want to quit sometimes... quit everything except school....and be an ostrich who stick her head into the hole when danger comes...

why do i wake up in the morning with this kind of mood... sigh.

time to take mom to work.