"Dreams"

Hold fast to dreams/ For if dreams die/ Life is a broken-winged bird/ That cannot fly.// Hold fast to dreams/ For when dreams go/ Life is a barren field/ Frozen with snow. Langston Hughes

Saturday, March 05, 2005

So... yesterday, I left the grayish Michigan and entered the warm spring-like California. i was sweating like crazy in my big blue turtleneck sweater...and mom asked why i wasn't wearing my coat... eh...

sad...that charlie wasn't able to come. mom was like, "why didn't you ask him to come?" .... no comment. my fault. i should've found out about it earlier... here, i anticipate another wave of guilt trip.

Like I said, I get spoiled really bad every time I come back home. Here, a new pink coat from coach, new pink sweater from ralph lauren, new pink skirt from jones new york, new pj (thank goodness, it's not pink), new shoes from sketcher, new bottle of face lotion from elizabeth arden, and new box of chocolate from godiva were all presented in front of my eyes... she got excited as she watched me trying my new clothes on, and said, "yeah, bring them with you to school." bring them with me to school... so now, seriously... my whole entire wardrobe for spring semester is PINK.... she says it is the color of this spring, so there, i have to wear pink... i wish that she doesn't have to spend so much time, energy, money on me... i wish she can care about herself more and be more selfish...

i wonder when i will be able to wear my pink skirt..... i haven't worn anything that short for quite a while..... and it is pink....


random thought 1
i was observing my toes last night as i lay on the carpet with my feet on the bed... they looked fat for some reason. i don't like my toes to be fat. yik. this morning, when i looked at my toes again, they were back to their normal size again! magic. the swelling was probably due to the plane ride.


random thought 2
do we as human have shedding season? i just realized that my legs and thighs are getting really hairless nowadays... they feel like my mom's legs, except hers are 100% hairless and silky (w/o shaving).


random thought 3
for those who don't know, i do sleep a lot.......here is a rough estimation of the number of hours that i slept from yesterday afternoon to now...

slept 20 min from e.lansing to detroit
slept another 4.5 hrs from detroit to s.francisco
slept during the night for about 9 hrs
then...fell asleep again before lunch for another hour or so...until 2 phone calls from complete strangers looking for the same person and another phone call from mr. wen.

yeah....man... i slept like a hibernating bear

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