homesick...

school started 3 weeks ago, and i've been extremely irritable and depressed. I really want to go home, but it is just so impossible with the school schedule...and the dark cloud of the board exam looming over my head.

i am have so much trouble focusing in school, and i avoid studying until the last possible minute. i don't sleep well, and i dream about my family constantly. i don't really know what to do. every time i think about them, i cry. i feel like it is almost taking over my life. i am not a very happy or pleasant person right now... at least not to my own likings.

i certainly hope this is just phasic, something transient and will pass away quickly with time.